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everything i lack
you ask me why i can't do anything
why i stay home and stay quiet;
and why i can't speak
or why i'd never even try it.
why are you so scared?
i'm afraid of what i think,
i'm scared of no longer having these thoughts
and i'm scared of what i drink.
i'm scared that one day
you'll realize you're fine
going places on your own
without me crying every time.
i'm terrified one day
you'll just decide not to come back,
you'll find someone who has
everything that i lack.
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by the stars
the soft curves of your face
are silhouetted by the stars
as you move in rhythm with my heart
and remind me how we’ve come so far.
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out of place
if i could crawl
into your heart
and live there,
i would;
or i could die in you.
by your wiry
tendons; heart
shocked out of place
by your uneasy 
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like some cliche
my heart beats
soft and melds
through my skin
and bones to reach
out toward you
so our hearts,
like some cliche,
can intertwine.
i know you hate
the sound, oh
but look how well
we move together
in perfect rhythm.
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scribbling out galaxies
the stars got stuck
in my ballpoint pen
that i found under the house,
so i shake it
'till worlds come out
and scribble out galaxies.
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what scares me
there's a lot of things i'm scared of;
you, love, and the stars,
the way you say my name,
new things, and loud cars.
i'm scared of forgetting
and being forgotten, too.
of failing, and losing,
(most of all, losing you).
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ode to a tangle jr
bold ugly colors,
but i love ur twists;
hold ugly colors,
tightlyy around my wrist
as u move through my fingertips
life slows down a little.
ur not very pretty
but i won't complain
as u turn and change
and help keep me sane.
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Mature content
what God did to you :iconinthe-stars:inthe-stars 4 14
the TV static reminds me of my mind when we try to talk;
when you ask me why i can' t look at you, and what it is
that i want "to just stop".
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all the bad things
you're there in
the back of my mind
and your nails are
in something important.
you're scrambling
my thoughts and
i'm gonna forget
all the bad things that you did.
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i fell for your uninviting gaze
when i tried to read between your remarks.
you were as volatile as the storm that raged
outside with your vicious dogs' howling barks.
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like thieves
i never had much luck
on the playground
because i was busy
with fairy tales & ink.
in the classroom they hid
like thieves under my desk
with tales of magic,
of tragedy & i’d drink
up their words of a life
lived spontaneous & free,
but i couldn’t help but feel
they’d forgotten about me.
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i wanna be friends with everyone again
& love the warm breeze through my bangs
while I'm flying down a narrow hill
on my bike that squeaked & sang.
i wanna find God in an old dirt pale again
on a wednesday afternoon
in june bugs & frayed rugs
& in the girls who left too soon.
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her laughter sounds like jingling bells
& her eyes are icy cold.
she's got my heart bent to her will;
while hers is made of gold.
she's soft as the lake effect snow
that's newly fallen to the ground,
& oh, her singing in the morning;
i could live for that sound.
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you're made brittle
by our cold,
cold januarys
and I fear
that one little fall
might break you.
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the television bleeps pump my heart
with hot air, filling it to a breaking
point, inflated and fragile;
while the flame on the stove
burns my brain one nerve at a time
as my fingers inch up to save my soul.
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
my boyfriend :p
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
i'd say very very very shy.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
im looking forward to seeing my dog when i go home tonight. 
4. Are you easy to get along with?
yess, people tend to think i don't like them much though because i don't talk much. but i get along especially well with the types of people who like to talk. i have a much better time getting along with girls. 
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
probably not.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
tall girls <3 tall people in general are very attractive to me.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
yea, at least i hope so. 
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
why's it gotta be opposite though. 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
yes, very much.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
last night i was talking to someone and it got too personal so i sent him pigeon gifs. 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"omw to subway"
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
2YL - The Front Bottoms
Birds- Margot and the nuclear so and sos
Little Creepy - Crywank
Ginger- The Front Bottoms
Classic Cars- Bright Eyes
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
i like when people pet my hair but like, sometimes they go wild with it and it's like no calm down.
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
yess. i'm always worried about bad luck though.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
i don't remember a thing from this summer.
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
it was my bf, so yeah 
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
maybe not in our solar system, but somewhere, i'm sure.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
nah, my first crush was in preschool. 
19. Do you like bubble baths?
LOVE bubble baths. i want one now.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
one of them. the other NOT ONE BIT. 
21. What are you bad habits?
fidgeting, making weird noises, fidgeting more.
22. Where would you like to travel?
im not much into travel. but maybe Hawaii.  
23. Do you have trust issues?
people think i do. because i don't trust random guys who say they wanna hang out, apparently i have problems with trust that *need* to be fixed. (i'm bitter about this lol)
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
sometimes i wish i was taller so i could reach things.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
think about breakfast.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
nah. also that's a weird question.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my dog. 
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
sensitive subject, yo.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
baby ponytail 
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
none. ._. 
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
without music
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
tall girl, hoop earrings, cute laugh
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
toy stores!!!!!
40. What do you want to do after high school?
im already out of high school adn doing college it sucks.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
well that depends. did you make a mistake or did you murder someone.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
that'd be pretty normal.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
i try to but im pretty sure it's more of a grimace lol
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
oh man i dunno both are amazing
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
usually "did this happen or did i just imagine it" 
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
navy blue or black im not sure.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
id be a couple of inches taller.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
the toy store at the mall!!!! or walmart because they have a good toy selection.
55. Favourite blog?
my blog.
56. Favourite colour?
YELLOW, like dandelion yellow.
57. Favourite food? 
58. Last thing you ate?
chicken nuggetsssss
59. First thing you ate this morning?
chicken nuggetsssss
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
strongest kick!
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nah man, even when i did bad things no one believed it. 
62. Been arrested? For what?
being illegally cute.
63. Ever been in love? 
*siiigh* unfortunately.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
i was on the pphone with my friend and the guy who i'd just asked out snuck by and kissed me while i was distracted.
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
my tumblr friends became my real friends, honestly. 
67. Facebook or Twitter?
facebook? maybe.
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
nah but i'll watch crime shows later.
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
idk that im close enough with anyone to call them my best friend without it being weird. 
71. Craving something? What?
friends. ._. jk, i wish i had more chicken nuggets.
72. What colour are your towels?
various colors
72. How many pillows do you sleep with
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
at least three are in my bed at a time.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
i think i counted once, 60. but probably lots more now. A LOT, ok. 
75. Favourite animal?
LIONS and dogs.
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
are we talking about ice cream, if so, vanilla. anything else, chocolate.
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cinnamon roll 
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
gray and yellow
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
i haven't seen the second one
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
uhh mean girls i guess
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
i don't remember
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
the dude with the bubbles
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
ehhh no one really.
90. Name a person you love?
all y'all
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
anyone want to be punched in the face? 
92. In a fight with someone?
nu uh.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
a few. i mostly only ever wear leggings.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
all of my clothes are sweaters lol
95. Last movie you watched?
i watched part of finding dory. 
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
lol no
99. Have any pets?
yes and i love them so much, especially my baby, Kobe.
100. How are you feeling?
crappy tbh
101. Do you type fast?
86 words per minute
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yeah there's a few things.
103. Can you spell well?
i used to be able to. i used to be one of those people who corrects everyones grammar and spelling but im not about that life anymore. don't get me wrong, i can do it, but usually i'm full of typos and mistakes.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
i've had a few of them at my house with just family. 
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
yeah, but he was a creepy who tried to catfish me. 
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
a small pony :3 i almost fell off of it too.
108. What should you be doing?
reading frankenstein or studying math.
109. Is something irritating you right now?
yeah, my stomach is bugging me. 
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
phil lester.
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my boyfriend was pretending he was dead and i was pretending to be sad and then i got actually sad and cried. 
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
not since i moved here as a baby.
115. Do you play the Wii?
i used to lol
116. Are you listening to music right now?
no but i'm humming 2YL by The Front Bottoms
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
i LOVE chicken noodle soup
118. Do you like Chinese food?
heck yeah
119. Favourite book?
The Little Prince
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
very much
121. Are you mean?
i don't think so. someone told me i was mean and i cried for an hour. 
122. Is cheating ever okay?
sensitive subject
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
yes because i refuse to walk through yards/anywhere that isn't sidewalk
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
if this is like soul mates or whatever, no. everyone gonna have problems, no one's gonna be perfect for the other person. 
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
hugs and kisses and food.
128. Would you change your name?
yes but i'd take forever to decide on one. i'd change it to something less girly. 
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
i've gotten sick from there a few times but i keep eating there.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
avoid at all costs
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
i swear i answered this and it ended in pigeons
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
i can but i will not lolol
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
"no i'm not hungry"
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
it depends
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
i literally just dyed it blonde from brunette.
140. Summer or Winter?
summer pls.
141. Night or Day?
day, i love the sunlight.
142. Favourite month?
June or July
143. Are you a vegetarian?
i'm working on it.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
white is goooooood but i usually eat milk
145. Tea or Coffee?
i love them both lol
146. Was today a good day?
just started but so far so good?
147. Mars or Snickers?
i've never heard of the planet snickers. (no but really i haven't had either of these)
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“One runs the risk of weeping a little, if one lets himself be tamed.” 
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
i would like to.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"but i forget that i am moralising in the most interesting part of my tale; and your looks remind me to proceed."
  • Reading: frankenstein
  • Eating: meringue cookies that i made


i wanna make a new account because of so many people im watching on here who i couldn't go through them all and unwatch and bcuz some people i don't like watching me. but also all my faves are watching me on here and im super happy about that??
i haven't written anything new in a while. (even the last few things i've posted were older)
i think ill work on my drawings today ..
ok so some people suck but my friends are great and i absolutely love them. keep being great, kiddos.
this guuy is stressing me the heck out.


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no problem! <3 
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